it happens 20 minutes ago

'i've always dream to be a princess in a fairy tale'

i was lepaking at my father's house at Ampang..

sudddenly he gave me a very comot scrapbook..

it is hand made with slimy green thing on its cover..

i was reluctant to touch it..hehehe

my father said ; "it is yours,Abah jumpa kat kotak lama "

Goshhh. ni scrapbook mase Form 3..

sincerely im not good at arts thou..

i got the scrap books cause i get good grades long time ago..

Its full of wonderful things, i write a lot,draw alot and share my feelings there.

quite sad, sebab it all tell stories bout my disaster life mase parents divorce dulu

:)

and im very different from the past. my writing can tell that :)

mesti abah dah baca. and i think he might feel sad because i used harsh words on him.

sorry abah:')

tapi im quite suprise to find something.

the title is What i want my future bf to do before i die.

most people doesnt know i am an anemic person,now it can be control.

i hardly depend on iron suplement and macam2 "supplement" mama.

dulu i often got fainted and thought i will never grow old with my beloved ones :)

thats why entry scrapbook semua macam emo.

muka pucat, main sports tak pernah. memg tak popular langsung.

thanks to someone who pushed me to makan all that siot drug and luckily im a SURVIVOR

Want to know apa yang i want my future BF to do?

1) kiss me on the forehead masa tengah hujan lebat

2) tengok sunset or sparkling stars dekat tanah lapang

3) build a sand castle resembling our so called-future house.

4)flying layang2,then berguling2 kat padang cam cerita hindustan

5) having a sort of ring or lockets that have our name on it

(so if one of us die dulu, atleast that thng can be kept for along time)

6) birthday bash/ suprise party on my besday.

for example, ada orang mainkan violin waktu candlelight dinner

merepek gile kan waktu kecik punya angan2. hahahaha.

tak salah berangan, sebab realitinya tak seindah itu.

but i prefer simple relationship lah.

tak perlu ayat bunga bunga or hadiah berdozen2.

mula mula sweet, lama lama jadi annoying.

thats all peeps :)